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If You Only Knew

If you only knew

Wanna pick up the phone

Make that call, but I can’t

Understanding’s got me down

Won’t keep in touch, but only frown

What about the friends?

Only friends I got still on vacation

All looking down at what I’m face-in

How much more can a man take?

Pain in the heart why does it ache?

Take tha time to feel the rhyme

About a love long gone

Tha number one reason for tha song

Amidst the sadness

Familiar image stands out

The nights of hot sex

Gettin the bed soakin’ wet

Full of sweat

I kiss your body

What a surprise

As I rise

To push my feelings inside

Makin’ you moan.

Try to forget but like a tease

No such ease

Image stops

Body drops

If you only knew

Can you see the pain in my heart?

Want a new direction, but no start

Tha job’s more important than life

The reasons for tha strife

Days gone by, and still the same

Wanna new name to take the place of

Need not remember the face of

The one that causes pain.

But I’m sorry

Only stayin’ busy

Don’t wanna stress over you

I love you

Stress over me?

I’m not heated with you

Love is where we differ

You could have spent the time

But so in a rush

Made a fuss

No one to blame

All is the same

Love for you what a shame

Eyes have wondered away

Someone taking over tha game

Cute as he may be. He ain’t me

Why should I stay?

Trust is gone

Monogamy banished who can a trust

To help me with lust

The pain runs deep 10,000 feet

Buried in ice cold snows

How will I know ta trust even when meeting flows?

Even if you knew tha pain I’m going through

I’m out tha door.

No looking back

Wipe tha tears from tha eyes realize

You gave it up.

It rests on you

My heart will ache awhile

And smile

Amidst the agony

Lights guide to

Take me from tha pains

To where happiness reigns

Cause a new name will take the place

Of the face that showed no love

What about the time?

Yeah, gratifying while it lasted

But now blasted

Never to be remembered

Cause I’m past it

If you only knew.

Wannabie is what I called you

Tryin to fit in where you don’t get in

Time and time again I tried to show you

Tha shit ain’t worth it, but you hardheaded

Don’t listen

Now you stuck with an ugly glare

When you see me, all you do is stare.

Go ahead

Beg me back

You had tha chance

Butchu wack

With trust an issue

All you want is guys ta dis you.

Last I recall

Some thug shit to bring you to ya fall

Oh! you know it all as confessed

Be my guest tha shit will cause you unrest.

If you only knew

I hope ya happy witcha wannabie cool

Attitude

Considered rude? Nah

If I gave a fuck

I’d be mad atchu

Check it

One life to live do as you please

Don’t try to slip back with ease

Follow ya dreams to be a corporate star

Go far

Hope all goes through

But remember.

Tha otha shit that ya wannabie in-to

Will only break you.

As for me, a heart burned

But a lesson learned about love returned

To a soul unyearning

If you only knew